EXPERIENTIAL FOOD FOR THOUGHT
when you think that all hope is gone;
When you think that life is unfair;
When you think that there is nothing left
When you think that life is full of misery, agony and impartiality;
When you think that life is so frustrating;
When you think of regretting the life you come into;
When you ask that what's the purpose of living?;
When you think that dying is the best option or solution;
When you ask GOD why don't YOU end my life;
When you think that there is no one to help;
When you think that no one believes in you;
When you think that no one truely loves you;
When you think that no one cares about you;
When you think that you are being misjudged for who you are;
when you think that you are being misunderstood for your actions;
When you think that no one believes the truth you say or your honesty;
When you think that you have the worst character base on people's misjudgement;
When you think that no one understands who you are;
When you think that no one understands your mind and reason with you;
When you think that no one knows who you are;
When you think that you are worthless in the eyes of GOD;
When you think that GOD has forsaken you and abandoned you to suffer
When you think that GOD has rejected you;
When you think that GOD is unfair to you;
When you think that GOD can do miracle for others but can't do for you;
When you think that GOD doesn't love you anymore
When you think that your problems is impossible to solve;
When you think that you are not worthy to receive the favour and blessing you are seeking from HIM;
When you think that GOD can't solve your problems because of your sins;
When you think that you don't deserve GOD'S miracle,mercy,forgiveness and love;
When you think that your sins is preventing your prayers from being answered;
When you think that you deserve the suffering or punishment you are receiving;
When you think that quitting prayer is best since you are'nt getting any answer;
When you think that giving up is the best since you don't deserve it from GOD
When you ask that what's the essence of praying since you aren't getting answer?;
When you think that giving up in GOD is the best since HE is silent to your prayers;
When you think that your prosperity depends on you not GOD since HE'S silent;
When you think that you Can do without GOD due to frustration;
When you ask does GOD exist? due to frustration
When you think that drinking can make you forget your problems;
When you think that committing sin one after the other can ease your frustration;
And finally
When you think that suicide is the best option.
My dear sisters, brothers, friends, uncles, aunts, parents you are far better than others;GOD believes in you, HE knows you ,who you are and who you shall be,don't worry yourself because HE cares about you and has good plans for you that will only come to pass if only you will come closer for what HE is stretching to give you reach you.Never give up because among all the people that love you, GOD loves you most.His love is free but human love is expensive because it requires(cost) perfections but GOD'S love doesn't mind your sins(imperfections) but only require your openness ie allowing HIM in your heart completely and make HIM the landlord in your life and whatever you do;and with that you succumb to HIS will, commands and imitate HIS ways.
GOD understands the pains, humiliation, frustration and agony you are passing through;but sometimes we are the ones that's doing ourselves. No one actually knows the mind of GOD but experiencially proven and logically reasoned by the anointed men of GOD, HIS silence could either be (i) test(to test how strong your love, faith and trust in HIM is) or (ii)your sins(e.g you can't be asking GOD for something,fasting and at the end of the day you go and fornicate or keeping malice.what do you take HIM for?);HE is a jealous GOD, it is when you allow HIM in your heart completely leaving worldly things(idols) that HE shows you that HE is GOD and will care and love you unimaginably(iii)to prevent you from danger in the future(you know HE is OMNIPRESENT) (iv)or how strongly you are in spirit--as a jealous GOD HE is, it is when HE that you are spiritually strong;HE wouldn't allow you to be taken away from HIM by the temptation of money or whatsoever HE has blessed you, to be carried away by that worldly thing HE has blessed you with making you to forget HIM.
So, my dear brother or anybody that is reading this, whatsoever your problem is, let this "experiencial food for thought "console you, strengthen you, add more grease to your elbow,encourage you,inspire you, advise you etc.i believe that everbody can make it in life and also believe that anybody can do the good things he or she supposes to do but due to the way things are(bad condition),it prevents him or she from doing it;stop thinking you have the worst bad character, no one is perfect but working towards perfection by imitating JESUS CHRIST and I also believe the good inside one that has not been shown physically . If no one has ever believed in you ,I strongly believe in you,I believe there is something good in you (but make adjustment where necessary) whether I have met or seen you or not ; but GOD believes in you most ,just work as if it depends on you and pray as if it depends on GOD. Make amendment in your way of life where it's needed and never give up in your faith,believe,trust in GOD entangled with patience,perseverance and love with one another(leave grudge behind by forgiving and forgetting what one has done to you or your family and leave vengeance for GOD).Also listen and put into practise good advice for your own good.
